Funny I didn't write anything here despite 2/3 of the month passed
And something big happened
So big, too serious that I can't write it down without my heart's racing and my hands shaking
It was bad that after the whole thing settled, I wasn't
And I seek for counseling service
But despite the anxiety, me being terrified and tiredness, unable to find peace for that time do you know the thing that strike out to me most?
It was the support that I had here
If it wasn't for them I'm darn sure I would've crumbled
They were there assuring me that I was right and help me out to resolve it
Even offering place of solace when my own house was a mental warzone
They supported me, reassured me, checked on me and listened to me crying, wailing even at some point, as I told them the situations, my doubts and my fears
I never felt so blessed as how I felt then in my entire life
Being on stranger's land, there were part of me that felt I am alone
That I have no one and yet
All these people were there for me
I am very blessed
And I thank God for each and every one of them, every single day
"It doesn't hurt to be generally nice to everyone"
I see now why
:)
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